| Friday, July 15th, 2005 |
| 9:29 pm |
bla
I am here to say I never write in this for 2 reasons: 1. I forgot about it and 2. I think the real stuff in my life I cant share with the world. I am a pretty open person but I dont want people looking around in my head. I will however try and update this with some basic stuff I dont think would hurt to share. First off school is too close and I want that idea to get out of my head and just not think about it. second I dont wnat to see subject optional to go because I am in love with Tony's music. I really really really want to go to the last show in br tuesday but I know that there is no way I will get to go... and it sucks but thats my life so w/e, just gotta move on. onward to something else is that I have nothing to say because I dont get out of this house enough to have something to say because most of my friends have lives to where they are too busy for me. I know I sound like I am here feeling sorry for myself but I'm just in a bad mood... Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Sunday, June 26th, 2005 |
| 12:29 pm |
ages since I updated or people have viewed this thing
It has been forever since I have updated this thing so I guess I will tell a little about whats been going on. I like a guy and I dont want to put anything else about that incase I am wrong about stuff and then if he read it then it would be akward. Tomorrow I am going to the movies with some friends because I am setting up 2 of them. Hopefully things will go well. I am going to feel like the odd one out because its 2 guys and 3 girls and I cant invite n-e one because there isnt enough room. What else is going on? Dont have my permit yet and I am not really rushing to get it because of the cost and all plus the fact that I am a sucky driver and its NOT because I am a girl. Besides, girls insurence costs less then guys lol. I win! Guess thats it... |
| Thursday, March 24th, 2005 |
| 5:16 pm |
WAHAHAHA!!!
Look I havent updated this in forever. Life is good Life is great Life is unbelievable!!! Go listen to http://purevolume.com/thedogandeverything because I love them. My fav. song is Ballad Song becuase it is the best but they are all great!!!!!! Current Mood:  cheerful |
| Saturday, March 5th, 2005 |
| 10:14 pm |
missing people is sad....
Ever get this overwhealming feeling of missing someone? You spent so much time with them and it was great fun and then suddenly you dont see them for months and it takes some time for it really to hit and u realize how great they really were. Of course then u have to think of all the troubles with the person or else its just not being fair. Oh well... Today I went to the mall and then the skate park. Found out there is a show 3-12-05 (next Saterday) @ The Veladrome 6p.m.-9p.m. Foreverinaday
Common Curtis
MeriwetherYeah I plan to go and I hope it will be fun!!! Hope all you people go to, espically those that I havent seen in forever! Well guess thats it. Current Mood:  confused |
| Thursday, March 3rd, 2005 |
| 4:43 pm |
Great!!!
Things are going great right now and I have a few min. before I must do stuff so I thought I might just update this thing. Well last weekend I went to DYC and it was great and if u ever get the chance to go I really advise it, its a youth conference for teenage Cathlics. Yeah it was great. Dont know what I am going to do this weekend, might go to friend's house. Lately I have been really getting into Christian music but not many of my friends listen to it a lot so I dont have anyone to borrow cds from lol (yes thats what me and my friends do except most of the time we just burn it for em). But yeah I really like it. I was going to try and get my friend to go with me to the show Saterday but like I heard the new Foreverinaday stuff and didnt really like it, first cd was better. If u are going buy me a pin for them anyways and I will give ya the 50 cents because I still want one lol. Seriously, if u go buy me the pink pin and I will pay ya back!!! Ummmmm thats about it! Current Mood: chipper |
| Thursday, February 10th, 2005 |
| 4:02 pm |
Good song
This song I discovered today and its great. I like the lyrics and it reminds me of something which I am not going to mention because I am over it. Its by Home Grown (thats a dumb name) and its called "Kiss me, diss me" I feel like I have been posting a lot of lyrics lately but I dont care because usually I type five pages worth of stuff and yall might rather read this then my huge blog. If u do like my wordy updates then dont worry because they will be back soon enough. Right now its time to skate. I don't want to sit next to you. I can't believe you called me so soon. Don't try to justify what you did to me. You're just one of those troubled girls. Using me for everything but love. Don't make excuses for what you did to me. You kissed me then dissed me and then you say you miss me. You used me, confuse me but you don't want to lose me. Don't talk to me. Don't acknowledge me anymore. I used to be all nice and sweet. Giving everything you want and need. I can't believe I did it all for nothing. Now I'm bitter I can't take no more. Don't blame this on your bad childhood. That doesn't justify what you did to me. I will run away if you stay. Current Mood: cheerful |
| Monday, February 7th, 2005 |
| 6:07 pm |
I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footsteps sinking up to the beating of my heart, and I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can’t let that happen again ‘cause then you’ll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Who I am hates who I've been and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I’ve been ‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me... So sorry for the person I became. So sorry that it took so long for me to change. I’m ready to try and never become that way again ‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been. Who I am hates who I’ve been. Ok that is a chunk of a Relient K song and it just stuck out to me for reasons unknown to you. Anyways its a great song and u should all go listen to it. Well I updated last night (I think it was last night) so I dont have anything else that I would want the whole world to know. Current Mood:  calm |
| Sunday, February 6th, 2005 |
| 10:21 pm |
Things Looking Good
Things right now are lookin good!!! Happy someone isnt mad at me anymore or at least that person doesnt seem to be. Anyhoot. Sooooo happy that I dont have school for 2 days!!! O so happy. Its great. Well something odd happened today but I am not going to share what that was because it was very odd. Ok thats all I have to say for now. |
| Monday, January 31st, 2005 |
| 7:07 pm |
a friend will bail u out of jail but a bestfriend will be sitting next to u saying 'that was awsome'
Well life has been kinda intersting, kinda not. Lets see.... Friday I went to the mall and then to the game room with Lester. That was fun but he got my shoes muddy because he made me play volly ball and it was muddy outside, my purse muddy because he got dirt on his hand from the volly ball and whipped it all over my purse, and my hackysack all gross because Sarah kicked it to him and Lester missed it and it went into a water puddle. Lets see what else... Saterday I stayed the night at Courtney's house. I had never really hung out with her before but it was fun. Today had to go back to school.... boring! Oh yeah and COLD! I wore a jean jacket and it was so cold outside but I didnt realize that until I got to off the bus at school. So yeah I was freezing all day lol. I decided that it might be best if I were to marry a weather man so then every morning he could tell me if I should wear a light jacket or a heavy jacket lol. Today also I talked to my friend that I havent talked to in like a year, Jessica. We usta be like best friends and then she moved. Well I think thats everything so check back later for more updates. Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Monday, January 24th, 2005 |
| 6:15 pm |
Sometimes we dont do things we want to because everyone will know we want to do them
Well I changed a few things in the last entry a few min. ago so yeah that might interest you. Today PEOPLE didnt go to school. Those cheesy people. Yep 2 of my best friends didnt come. I wonder why... I will find out tomorrow I guess unless they skip AGAIN. When I got home from school today I played fresbie! Yay! That game is sooooo fun! Too bad few of my friends will play it with me... But today I got Dessie too. My fresbie is very sad lol. During summer Dessie and I were playing next to the house and she threw it against the BRICK house a few times so it got a crack. Well after playing for a while the crack got bigger. It eventually made it to the edge of the freesbie so we taped it. Yes it is covered in tape from having to tape it many many times. Well it is like 4 inches from being broke in half and today the taped is completly broken again... I showed my dad yesterday and he felt sorry for me so he said I could get a new one. I think it should be the new trend for people to play freesbie! For a while we got everyone to play hackie sack, I wish that would come back. I love that game, I am not too good because my friends refuse to play with me, and I think that people should get into it again. Ok well aside from me leaving my book at school so I cant do my homework and that being the same class I forgot to study for the test we had today so I got 75% (15/20) on it I have nothing going on. Since I have nothing to say I must stop typing about something no one is going to read. Current Mood:  aggravated |
| Thursday, January 20th, 2005 |
| 5:29 pm |
Be yourself, an original is worth more then a copy! *Few things added on 1/24/05
Ok well I havent updated this thing 2 days in a row in a long time but I have some free time so I thought "what the heck?". Yeah anways! I am reading this book which is 400 pages and I am on like page 50 already. It is on interperting peoples handwriting. There is someone in particular that I would like analize lol but I originally got into it because I wanted to see what my handwriting would say about me and I think it would just be cool to be able to do something that others cant do. So far I only have a few things that I can do that not everyone else can do and at the moment the only thing that comes to mind is that I can cross my eyes lol. Yes that is my talent, crossing my eyes. I am quite good at it though and whats best about it is that it doesnt take any practice and it doesnt take more then a second which is great for my short attention-spand. Hopefully it wont be to hard to do and I have the Complete Idiot's Guide to do it and I mean I think I am a little more then a COMPLETE idiot although some may disagree lol but thats ok. Onward to something else I guess. Well I have some people that I am extremely worried about but of course there isnt much I can do for them. Its sad really. Onward again because I dont feel like talking about that! Ok well life for me has been going great since the start of the new year. I have turned over to a new leaf which I think was good for me. ||| Anyhoot I wrote more then I intended lol but I dont have anything else that I should be doing right now. I broke the routine that I follow just about everyday today. Instead I talked on the phone for a few min. and then skateboarded and then played b-ball and then read and then did homework and was all done at like 5:15 instead of it being like 5:30 and I actually did something. Like I said in the last post, people should just watch their life go by, they should do stuff even if it is just playing basketball. Ok I am out of stuff to type about but I would like to leave one more thing, if that thing up there was about you (u know who u are) and u are absolutly not happy with me then thats fine but I just want ya to know everything is fine on my part, still dont agree with what ya did but I am not holding some huge grudge. Current Mood: mellow |
| Wednesday, January 19th, 2005 |
| 3:41 pm |
Which is blury, us or the hatchet?
Ok well I havent updated in a while so here is a little overview from where I left off: Ok I remet Cory and yes he is very cute. He has changed too, he was so sweet. He called a few times but he hasnt called in like 2 weeks lol so that just didnt work which was a shame. Bethany talked to him and he said he never has time to call until late when I cant get calls. Oh well. Well homecoming is like in 2 days. I thought it was Saterday because thats what my teacher said and so did some other people but today I found out that it is Friday. Lucky me, I had no other plans so this isnt any real incovenience. Today Dusty asked me to go with him to homecoming, sure it was last min. but oh well. So yeah now I have someone to go with. I was going to go alone because I dont think people should have to have someone to be happy. I just dont agree with that. Its an independence and confidence sort of thing I think even though I am not always too independent but I am when it counts. I still have to decide what to wear, I have a skirt and shirt or I can wear a yellow dress. Yeah we bought 2 outfits and we are going to take the one I dont wear back but I still havent decided which one that will be. What else has been going on? Well today I took my first sociology test and got a 21/30 (10 questions 3 points each) and that is like a 70% which is like a D or C so I am already off to a bad start in that class. Yay me! I have to study more I guess. Well teachers have been preparing us for GEE and I dont want to take it lol. I dont like the tests that arent multiple choice because they are nerve racking. Well lately I have been listening to the mmhmm cd by Relient K and it has really got me thinking about stuff. Its has one about watching ur life go by, is this week the trend to not wake up till 3 p.m.?, there is life after death and taxes, and just a bunch of other stuff. Its a great cd and really inspirational which I dont always find in cds. But yeah I advise u listen to some songs from that cd or go out and buy it. TOday I found out how to get it so people can post comments which makes me happy. Of course now there is the chance people can post mean things but if thats the case I can always delete it. Ok I think that covers about everything. Current Mood: excited |
| Friday, December 31st, 2004 |
| 6:01 pm |
New Year!
Well I hope yall are havin a good day. Hope yall all have a happy new year. This day is going by so slow. Today I played nintendo, watched Napolean Dynimite for like the 4th time, and rearranged my room. That about covers it. Not too eventful. I just heard that I just wanna live song by GC and it seems like their sound changed. I wonder if their whole cd is like that... If u know if its just that song or the whole thing tell me. I know a lot of yall like them and just are embarised but since I already know u can go ahead and tell me about the new cd. I would just like to say that I am going to learn from all of my stupid mistakes when it came to relationships for this new year. I mean, I cant let people make me feel bad when I shouldnt be because that means they are a jerk. You know who u are! Yes I cant believe I was that girl who let her bf make her feel bad because I didnt ever want to be but like I said I have TOTALLY learned my lesson, class of 2005 is cheesy! 2007 is awsome so maybe I should stick with them. Sunday I am going to meet some guy my friend wants me to date. Hear he is cute which is a plus, but of course I am not shallow and I could deal with one that isnt. I have before. Yes I have dated some guys that werent very attractive because they were the sweetest people and isnt that more important? But yeah I have met this guy before in like the 6th grade he was in my class but rumor has it that he has changed and havent we all? Ok not all of us but I know I have. Tonight we are just doing a few fireworks and that is where everyone is right now which is why I am soooo hungry lol. Yeah we dont ever go to or have a party. Our neighbors are which is a little scary lol. But Dessie is coming over I think with hers because at her house its just her lighting them and watching them all alone. I was going to go over there but my mom decided we will have some too. Well thats all I have to say for now... Current Mood:  hungry |
| Monday, December 27th, 2004 |
| 7:54 pm |
Great movies
Just got done watching Sleepover. It was a good movie. Dont ya love movies that make u think that anything can happen and that it all works out in the end. Of course this same movies kinda bring u down because in the back of ur mind u know that sort of stuff would never happen to u. Oh well its a great movie and I advice u all watch it. Ok not all because lets face it, most of the guys I know dont like that sort of movie but for the risk taking guys out there, go for it. I loved it and we all know what great taste I have. Oh yeah girls, its a great movie for u to watch too. Right now in a good mood. Life is wonderful. If u dont like that movie tho I dont know what to tell u. Oh another great movie: A Walk to Remember! I loved that movie. Its one of my all time favs. Oh another one, dont worry the list isnt too long, is Drop Dead Fread. I usta have sleepovers every year for my birth day and every year we would watch that movie, drove a lot of people crazy lol but I loved it. Other people looked forward to watching that movie. It was expected that u watched this movie if u came to my sleepover but one year they had rented it out at Block Buster and that was then end of the tradition but like that year and the next was the only ones without the movie because after that I stopped having them. Oh today I went and saw A Series of Unfortunate Events. That movie was awsome. Lol it was great when Dessie screamed loudly when something jumped out. All the people around us started laughing. The movie was a great one and I also advise u watch this one. Ok well I think I have given yall enough of a list of movies to watch so thats all I will type, typed more then I was going to anyway. Current Mood: happy |
| 6:08 pm |
Im strong!
Im over stuff. Over trying to make stuff work that isnt going to. Over setting myself up. Over people giving me good reason to believe they are cheating. Over people going back and forth about junk. Over people getting angry with stuff they shouldnt be angry about because its not fair. I've moved on. Sure it was sad at first but its not worth it. I deserve better so thats what I am looking for. I dont have to deal with this so I wont. If u love someone else be with them no big deal, just go for it but be sure to break off other comments first clearly, thats all I ask. I dont see anything wrong with breaking up with someone for someone else because its not fair to be crushing on someone while dating someone else. Type more later I am off to watch a movie. |
| Sunday, December 26th, 2004 |
| 6:34 pm |
Facing the Fears!
Today I faced my fear of needles! Got a second hole on my ear. its on the lobe. Yep. Be proud people! Went shopping today and saw my friends, ran into them so we all walked around for a bit. Anyways... Christmas was good. I hope everyone else had a great Christmas! Current Mood:  Im here |
| Monday, December 20th, 2004 |
| 5:02 pm |
He likes me for me!
I am bored right now. There is nothing to do! I will find something sooner or later. Just got done watching Gilmore Girls which is a great show. OH! OH! Great part of being on vacation is that I get to watch Boy Meets World lol. Yes before I got home too late so I couldnt watch it but I am off with nothing really to do so I get to watch it. I know, its great. For those sad people who dont know when it comes on I shall tell you. It comes on at 2 and 2:30 on ABC Family which is challel 33 at my house. Lets see what was accomplished today... Well I burnt 2 cds which was a great deal of fun. Yes with that downloaded music. Gotta love it! That was about it. I wanted to skateboard and I did for about 6 min. but it was cold and then I got hot skateboarding and if I were to loose the jacket then I would freeze, viciuos cycle. You people know what I am talking about and if not then arent u lucky. I want to go ride my bike lol. I did yesterday for a bit but my friend was being cheesy and stopped and like its boring alone. I want to do something besides sit around!!! Right now I feel like I could go and run around the house a couple times and that would fulfill my needes of burning some of my energy. I think today I was suppose to clean the book case but I didnt... I forgot and then when I remembered which was like an hour ago I wanted to watch Gilmore Girls and now its too late because my mom is getting home in a few and like she will be like 'ur starting kinda late arent you?' so the way I see it is that if I dont do it at all there is a chance she would have forgotten about it and then I could do it tomorrow and she wont be any the wiser about how inteligent I am. Of course this could backfire and then she will just be like "julie you didnt do anything all day" We shall see how it goes. Third thought is that I could tell her that I forgot all about it and I am sorry and I will do it tomorrow. I think it might be a combination of the second and third. Right now listening to "Hey Leonardo" by Blessid Union Souls. OH MY GOSH! I love this song. Its so great. I think its awsome to find someone who likes you for who u are instead of what you have or who u hang with or becuase of what you look like. I think to love someone you have to accept someones imperfections too. Of course you can read more views of mine about love about 2 or 3 entrys down. Everyone should listen to the words of this song or at least read the lyrics. Seriously I think it should be manditory for everyone to read it. Everyone everywhere! Ok well I am done typing for now. Remember to check that song out or at least check out the lyrics. Its great! Bye for now, check in later for more updates in my life that is actually pretty boring. Maybe I should take more risks... Current Mood: chipper |
| Saturday, December 18th, 2004 |
| 6:55 pm |
Life is too short, so kiss slowly, laugh insainly, love truely, and forgive quickly!
dont say you wont cheat dont say you care dont say you can trust me dont say you'll be there say that you'll try say that you'll be true say that you wont make me cry say I love you ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Things are getting good right now. Hope that it will continue this way. Let it work out! Well anyways... I went to the mall today with my friend and her bf. It was fun. I showed them both that the Coffee Grounds is closed, they didnt believe me. Im not usually incorrect. When I got home I got online, and yes good things happened. I dont want to tell yall about anything until later or never, we shall see how things go. If they go good, which I hope they do, then I will tell u about it. Dont want to jynx it. Ok new subject lol. I have been on the comp. too much lately... Like last week I didnt get on much at all because I spent my time studing and now I dont have that and I got a music downloader so like I have been listening to music and downloading it a lot. I need to find some more songs to make a cd. OH this is funny the lyric peice "Somebody told me u had a boyfriend, who looked like a girlfriend" lol thats funny. From "Somebody Told Me" by The Killers. Yeah I am lisening to that right now. Current Mood:  Excited |
| 12:03 am |
Dont tell me lies they are too hard to heel just tell me how you really feel.
Went to the game room tonight. Was more fun then I thought. We played a 3 on 3 tournament. My team was like the greatest. We beat 2 teams and like we were in the campionship like the top 2 teams compeating but I didnt get to play it becaues I had to leave. I wonder if my team won... I hope we did. I guess I will ask Dessie because she stayed longer. I am not a huge basket ball fan because of reasons unknown to many many people and I want to keep it that way but like it was a lot of fun. Oh I learned how to flip people over your back with I was there lol. Yeah my friend did it to me but like made it so I didnt get hurt and showed me how to do it. Well I think that covers just about everything... Current Mood: happy |
| Thursday, December 16th, 2004 |
| 3:05 pm |
Friendship is like peeing in ur pants, everyone can see but only u can feel the warmth!
Ok well MIDTERMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!! and more importantly SCHOOL IS FINALLY OUT!!!!! Yay! I am so happy!!!! Ok well first off the peoles lied because the stuff on the sci. test was off the study guide, well most of it, I think there was like 2 things that wasnt but I figured it out. I got a 34/30 so I am happy. This vaction should be pretty boring but more fun the school. Saterday I am going shopping with my friend and the rest of the time I think I will end up spending at home doing nothing. Oh well its ok. Well I have a few challanges to meet over the holidays that are Top Secret. I am not sure if I can meet them both but I am going to make at least one of them because its inevitable. Ever have a crush on someone but u dont tell him even though you know that person likes u too and then when the time comes, the person is over u? Happens more often then you think. I think its because people are still afraid of rejection or maybe of getting hurt. The way I see it, if you never love someone then u dont give them the power to hurt you. Of course once u do love them then the feeling is incredable and might just be worth the pain that may come. I also figure that we are young and most of our hearts can take it and yet some of us dont want to take that chance that their heart cant take it. Love is a crazy thing. Loving someone isnt just about loving their greatnesses but also accepting thier faults. I dont think some people consider this when they tell people that they love them. But this is from someone without a bf so how much can I know? But seriously this is just some stuff I have had time to think about since I dont have a bf, lots of free time lol. Well thats all thats on my mind right now... Current Mood: chipper |
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